Life hands you amazing people..

A prayer for my sister…

Dear heavenly Father, I go before you today completely trusting in your goodness and mercy. I appeal to your loving Spirit to watch over my sister. I praise you for her life and her soul. Thank you for her presence in my life. Look upon my sister with your tenderness and grace. If she hurts– bring her healing. If she’s afraid-give her courage. If she has fallen, lift her up in forgiveness. And most of all, dear Lord, let her know she is loved. Let her know you love her. And let love heal even her deepest wounds. Give her confidence knowing she is your child. Oh heavenly Father, embrace my sister’s heart. Bless her. Let her be healthy, free and protected in the strength of your loving arms. In your name we pray, Amen.

My twin sister, Amara Claire Luminos, a loving and caring sister. I will always protect her. She is a part of my home.

 

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Life throws us curves…

Life just keeps giving us things that we either take in stride or whine and cry in the corner with. If you stand up and stay strong you’ll conquer anything that life has thrown your way. I have learned this many times over and the hard ways. All we can do is suck it up and run with it! Go with the flow and take your trials in stride. Boom has taught me some of these nicely… and most of the others I’ve learned the hard way. I’ve made dumb decisions and made a fool of not only myself but my parents and my family before. I was a dumb teenager and sometimes I think I’m an even dumber adult. But I am only 26 and there is still tons of life left to live. So let’s enjoy it all. From the terrible days to the most incredible days where your dreams come true, but til then we fight. We stay strong. We lean on those who care for us the most. We love. We continue doing the right thing in the eyes of God. There is a plan for everyone in this world, and if you can’t believe that, then maybe answer this. Why are you here? What is your true purpose? You were put on this earth to something incredible, so why not enjoy your life and smile. Look at the ones you love and be thankful that you got to have them in your life. Enjoy the times you get to spend with them. Love them entirely, wholely and completely. I love my family. I love Boom with my entire heart despite my past… I owe a lot of my positivity to him… He is my world… 07/22/2017… to the next few years.

Oh before i forget.. here’s my garden… I finally finished it.

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The world begins to change….

Hey all, I have been soo busy lately that I’ve not had much time to sit down and take a few minutes for myself!! But finally a weekend to myself.. or as much as can be expected. So in my spare time I’ve been created a garden area on our land that has taken nearly 2 weeks but I finally got it finished.. and our land changed for the impending fall season!! Fall is my absolute favorite season, not only is it the season of my birthday but I love how the world naturally changes for a renewal process for the next year. It’s a beautiful thing this life!

Boom has been away a lot this week and we’ve either just been missing each other or we miss each other completely. He’s my best friend and I’ve missed him. We have discussed some of the fun we can have here in SL but there is so much to choose from that it’s gonna be hard to figure out what to choose from. All I care about is that we spend it together. I’ve spent most of my time on our land creating a home for us so when we get time to spend it to ourselves I’m sure we will take it! Just gotta find that time! We can do anything as long as it’s together.

This week I found out that my work contract has been extended officially and I couldn’t be doing the happy dance any faster! hahah… It means I have another 6 months to go take tests and hopefully find a full-time career that would be better than contractual work but I am not complaining one bit! I love working where I work, I get to help patients find relief from their pain when they are on their last days or even just find relief for the constant pain that they are in! If you had told me a year ago that I’d be working for our states government I’d have laughed at you! But it has been the most freeing experience of my life, I’d been a stay-at-home mom for nearly 4 years when I finally got this job. Don’t get me wrong I love my son but just being at home all day long with him was exhausting!! I enjoy working and being that I’m a single mom it’s gonna be that little freedom to have time to do things for him later in life. My son has started his first year of Kindergarten and honestly he loves it, and his teacher.. but with the fact that I’m not any closer to getting him into a diagnosis of a learning delay or a focus issue. I am however closer to getting him the help he needs, his teachers and social worker and I have come up with a plan to get him into his doctor for a diagnosis for either ADHD or ADD. My son has always had a focusing issue, I’ve known this since he was about 1. But now it’s starting to impede his learning. He is absolutely super smart but just his focusing is slowing him down from learning properly. We’ve had an IEP since he started school at 3 years old. We’ve gone through Physical Therapies, Occupational Therapies and Speech therapy, now his teachers are thinking language therapy would be beneficial. I will do whatever it takes to get my son on the right track to a future where he is successful! My son will be a functioning member of society one day.

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“You are there when I dream. I hear your voice, a soft, melodic whisper drifting through my mind, so comforting. The scent of your skin dances through my senses as I bury my face in your chest and it smells familiar. I feel your arms around me, an unexplainable warmth washes over me and I feel safe. Don’t wake me just yet, let me stay here for a while because this must be what it feels like to finally come home.” -S.L. Heaton

We are the Descending Angels…

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MC’s get some bad reputations, but this MC is not like all the others. We treat one another like a family, because that’s just what we are. We are the rowdiest bunch of people that I’ve be so proud to be a part of. When I was brought into the MC I was nervous but all that was thrown out the door when they welcomed me with open arms. As the saying goes, You mess with one of us, you mess with us all. We protect our own. We are getting ready for our First Annual Bike & Truck Show. We set up on the 8th of September at 4pm and our Concerts & Events begin at noon on September 9th. We are gonna have amazing categories with Best in Show.. 4 Categories beginner, classic, unique and extreme.. I”M DJTrouble Static or JayAlexis for more information. Raffles for custom builds. A his & her matching bikes with outfits. Other sponsors include Hardcore Clothing, Xtreme Autio & Hardcore Customs!! So bring out your most favorite bike or truck or anything in between and come on out to have some unadulterated fun! I mean, you gotta play to win!! 😉

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Emerald Rose, a custom bike by Hardcore Customs.

The long nights of summer…

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My look:

Blueberry- Penny Dress- Top Ombre Black/Teal

Blueberry- Side Cut Skirt Gabi

#11 Blueberry Mykonos/Common/Panties-Maitreya-Black

Catwa Catya Bento Mesh Head

Catwa Mesh Eyes w/ Tears

Maitreya Body V 4.1

Hair- Imani by Truth Hair

Shape: [Esode] Bento Catya Shape Madison

Accessories: Eternity Wedding Set- EarthStones, ~LF~ Lip Ring (side/ball) -Catya-, Mystic Ring – Bento Maitreya Middle.

“Once upon a time, I became yours & you became mine. And we’ll stay together through both the tears & the laughter… Because that’s what they call happily ever after.” — unknown

 

Aquabelliza, a place that feels like home…

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Aquabelliza is a place that just feels like home when you meet the owners. Mr. Derrick Cale & Mrs. Calamity Cale have spent oodles of time to make this place a home. I’ve been with this bunch since their inception in April of 2016, they only get the best of the best here in Second Life. They have moved recently and have made this place even greater than the last! They have sooo many amenities added to make everyone’s fun here last. They have everything you can think of for every mood you can imagine. This is an Adult sim after all. There is no other way to enjoy Second Life than by bringing your favorite person to this sim to enjoy it. From the amounts of RLV they keep and the fun cuddles they have set up around the sim for each guests enjoyment.

Coming up on Sunday September 17th is the grand re-opening for Aquabelliza after a summer time break to tend to our Private Lives. It all begins at 3pm SLT with the ever so talented DJ Evan and his formal that he puts on for us. Then there are several live talents that will be performing all night long! At 5pm SLT, Phi Mayo is no noob when it comes to her vocal stylings. She was even a driving force behind Martini In The Morning in SL. But while Phi has been singing her whole life, it took almost all of her first four years in SL to finally start singing on the grid. Now , almost six years later, Phi ( rhymes with FLY ) has been cheered on by audiences loving her smooth and lyrical voice and genuine way with the American Songbook, Jazz stylings, Broadway show tunes, Blues numbers, and lost hits from the 60’s through the 80’s. Always with a crystal tone and a witty laugh, a show with A Little Mayo has something extra you will surely enjoy.
At 6pm, Clyde Barrow, comes from a long history of singing not only in Second Life but in his Private Life as well. Clyde has been performing with us here at Aquabelliza since our inception. We loved his voice that is similar to the one and only Frank Sinatra. He is stunning with his vocal works and he adds his own renditions. Not only making it more personable but also fun to listen to. He’s absolutely one of the best talents we have the opportunity to show.
At 7pm, AMForte is our storyteller. She has captivated audiences with her tales of life and travels, experiences of being a Canadian living in the US and her daily challenges. She’s a singer/songwriter with an amazing voice and warmth of character that will make you think of her as more of a friend!
And finally at 8pm, Gabriel Da Silva brings high quality music content and entertainment being now focused on AOR/ Hard Rock & Metal Legends & Originals during 2016 and on. After playing the main venues in the past, and having a break from SL, Gabriel is back in-world with available times to keep the Rock alive in Second Life.
What’s even better to add to your sunday is popping in and checking out this old, new club.. We’d love to see you and get to know you all!!

http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/COSMOS%20MASTER/20/215/24

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Time apart, is never time wasted…

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My look: Deliberate O gown Red from Wild Orchid, Body by Maitreya, Tattoos by Erratic (dark colors), pose by Lumiya 2017.

They tell me that time apart makes the heart grow fonder. Helps you cherish the moments you do have together. I’d have to say that is incredibly true. I’ve learned that within the last 5 months of time.

“The one thing I know for sure is that feelings are rarely mutual, so when they are, drop everything, forget the belongings and expectations, forget the games, the two days between texts, the hard to gets because this is it, this is what the entire world is after and you’ve stumbled upon it by chance, by accident–so take a deep breath, take a step forward, now run, collide like planets in the system of a dying sun, embrace each other with both arms and let all the rules, the opinions and common sense crash down around you. Because this is love kid, and it’s all yours. Believe me, you’re in for one hell of a ride, after all–this is the one thing I know for sure.” — Beau Taplin

When a couple has time apart or time to each persons different hobbies and different things they love, it makes the time they do spend together absolutely beautiful and irreplaceable. The time we spend together is time well spent.. the time we spend apart is the time we learn that we are still in love with not only ourselves but with them in return… each person is allowed to have that alone time and space… and when their alone becomes something they wanna do together its even more of an intimately incredible experience. I’m a photographer by heart, and Boom builds… we both have several things we do together… we might be on the same sim doing absolutely separate things but we are still together and around one another and we enjoy that even more. When the time comes and we’ve had enough alone time I just use my paragon on him to make him laugh. Unless he’s doing something important… then I’m a patient girl…

Long distances help us remember that being patient is an absolute necessary trait that we must have. If you can’t be patient you will never know what to do when you are together. In the past few years I have rushed every relationship I ever had.. This is the first one I’ve successfully said that I want to take my time and learn who I am with him and who he is. Something that is true and right always conquers. Always. Even when that person that we love is thousands of miles away… you still feel their presence and essence in a song… or a thought… or even your prayers at night. My dreams tell me that change is coming. Change is the most scariest of feelings. But change has to happen in order for us to grow. You can grow as a person or grow together with your partner. I’ve never had a partner in my life and I’m still learning what being a partner means. I think taking things day-by-day is absolutely healthy for anyone. It can help keep the anxiety down, keep the depression at bay, and help keep the smile on your face.

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Because of this man, my heart and health have been improving. It’s all because of you, honey.

“Long distance relationships are hard, but they’re also incredible. If you can love, trust, respect, and support each other from a distance then you’ll be unstoppable once you’re physically together..” — unknown.

You catch more flies with honey, than with vinegar…

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My look: Catwa Catya Bento head, Imani by Truth Hair, Tattoos by Erratic (dark colors), Catwa Mesh Eyes w/ Tears, Eternity Wedding set by EarthStones.

The saying goes you catch more flies with honey, than you do with vinegar… everyone interprets ideas and phrases differently. Recently my life has changed and what I once had a problem seeing was the positivity that I had just sitting around me. I was brought up in a house where only the “bad” would happen, when in reality there was always a brighter side.

So as someone once told me, when life is just hammering you down and making you feel like you don’t belong or don’t even exist, try your hardest to look on the brighter side. There is always a rainbow after the rain, it might be faint and hard to see at first but it’s still there. Because tomorrow might just be the best day of your life and when you only see the negative you miss out on seeing the more fun things in life and avoid moving forward in your future.

You can’t escape your past or your pain but you can accept it and forgive, but never forget what it taught you. Running should never be an option, because once you run and think you are better something will just blow you down and put you right back at square one. So let go of things that don’t matter. Let go of the toxic boyfriend you might be living with because you think you ‘still’ love him. If he hurts you and breaks you down every day, is that man truly worth your time anymore? A man should never ruin your mascara, he should make your cheeks hurt from laughing too hard. I had a sebatical away from Second Life for a time, at the time I thought it was the worst thing to happen to me, because not only did I lose my laptop but I felt like my life was over. When in reality, my life has barely even begun. I thought I lost someone who was important to me then, but in fact he avoided me, made me feel like I was not worth a damn thing. Once I came back and realized how much of a sleazeball he was I walked away. He couldn’t handle that. So I had to take more drastic measures.

LIfe will always throw you curves in the road, and try to knock you down. But learning and teaching yourself to always look on the bright side. You do that, you will win everyday you feel lost. Always remember, that not everything is permanent and this too shall pass…

My whole world is beginning to turn…

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She looks over at her husband and can’t believe the luck she has been handed. The way they met, the way they love one another, so pure and whole. She looks into his hazel eyes and can’t imagine her life with anyone else. She leans her head forward and softly places her lips to his, feeling the electricity pulse from her toes to the point of their contact. Her heart begins to pound within her chest, feeling the insane draw she has towards him. Her hands slide across the tops of his shoulders as her arms instinctively wrap around his neck, as she continues to kiss the man of her dreams. The only man she will ever dream of anymore, dream of their future together for years and years to come. He is her world, and one of the biggest pieces she will ever hold is his heart.

It’s been an insane week, and I have a feeling these times we spend together will be ever so precious. I love you, wholeheartedly. The above was what I dreamt the previous night and it’s what I have been dreaming about for the past week. Finally seeing you, feeling your skin beneath my own. And finally kissing your lips.

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You hold everything I am. All of me.

March 9th, 2017….

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My heart is soo full tonight, as I just realized what today was. Today Boom and I have been officially a couple for 5 months. What a whirlwind this has all been, I can’t believe how much love I have for him.. My heart feels like it grows more and more everyday… My world has grown… My life has improved and all because this man took that chance and encouraged me to be the better woman I knew that I could be.

All this began when you landed on my head for the first time only a day after I came back to the Second Life world. I’d been gone for 5 months, since my 26th birthday. I can’t believe just how much I’ve changed. All because of you. We began the most beautiful journey together.. and I can’t wait to walk by your side more and more everyday. You amaze me with how sweet you are… with how thoughtful you are… How handsomely, beautiful you have shown me a man can be…. Without you, my life would be just an empty, dark shell. The next few months… I hope to be coming to see you… and taking a few steps forward in planning a future with you.

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Forever and always yours…,

Charlotte Elizabeth Static